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Re: Same song... need back-up singers.

Postby cheeps » Sun Mar 24, 2013 9:33 pm

run....you no like my fav songs?
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Re: Same song... need back-up singers.

Postby runthemachine » Sun Mar 24, 2013 11:51 pm

I do like, cheeps. I was just bein' a dick. :kiss:
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Postby runthemachine » Mon Mar 25, 2013 8:36 pm

Soundgarden kick?? Sorry. Deal with it.

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Postby runthemachine » Tue Mar 26, 2013 6:53 pm

Today...

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Postby runthemachine » Wed Mar 27, 2013 6:34 pm

The Humpday pick-me-up.

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Postby runthemachine » Thu Mar 28, 2013 4:28 pm

My pick of the day.

One-hit Wonders... that should have gone places. Big punch, gorgeous harmonies, VERY original. Too bad.

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Postby runthemachine » Fri Mar 29, 2013 10:43 am

Happy Good Friday.

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Postby runthemachine » Sun Mar 31, 2013 3:21 pm

I skipped yesterday... sorry.

I'll try to make up for it today. :thumbup:

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Postby runthemachine » Thu Apr 11, 2013 6:01 pm

Phrasing....



One of my favorite pieces of music, of all time. Ranks with Vivaldi's Four Seasons, in my book (but alot shorter. 8-) )

Fuckin' brilliant.
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Postby ThirdEye » Thu Apr 18, 2013 9:40 am

Awesome piece of music! Used to sit through hours of dross on MTV back in the day in the hope that the freaky Soundgarden video would come up. It's right up there with Massive's Karmacoma video in the pleasingly disturbing stakes.
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Re: Same song... need back-up singers.

Postby runthemachine » Sat May 11, 2013 8:33 pm

Sometimes, when I don't see my name on the "Opioids Suck" main board, I get a little shitty inside. I mean, I love, admire, and respect everyone else's journey & all... but, I still have so much to say, ya know?? Meanwhile... I really don't. I know I've said it all, and well beyond. So mote it be.

I'm a year & a half past my horrible detox. Don't bother reading the first couple dozen pages, people... it's just gross and nauseatingly long-winded. Save yourselves the boring, excruciating misery.

BUT, I think my today is worth noting. I continue to fuck myself 9 ways to Sunday (.. is that an expression??), and yet I'm still WAY better off than I ever was... strung, completely, out on opioids. Not living there on a daily basis, is a damn good place to be, (comparatively). I highly recommend it.

Nothing pretty or 'easy' about the path, folks. It's a completely fucked-up ride. And there's nothing for it, but to strap in, and fuckin' hang on (or let go... same results). Eventually, you reach the Land of sleep & mind-fuck. When you've suffered enough brutal misery.. sleep is on the way. It's just on the back of some indifferent snail.

Mind-fuck is a whole other animal... and it falls on you to find its weakness. You can win

Yo, I've fucked up pretty much everything under the sun.. every blessing Life's ever given me. Still, statistics indicate that only 5% of people, totally addicted to opiates - of any kind- actually make it completely off of them. Guess I'm in that 5% Club.... whatever.

Look, I won't lie ( I never do)... sometimes, I'd LOVE to be totally zoomed-up on a couple/few roxy 30s. Yum. BUT, I will NEVER live those first couple MONTHS of detox again. Ever. Not one single, endless minute of it. I couldn't give a shit less about being a member of some 'club', but... seems I am. Not ever getting high on opiates again. Miss it, and, again... I'll take it. Every day.

I'll always wanna get high, but... totally worth it. Totally.

Anyone contemplating the horrible jump ~ do it. It's fuckin' awful, so saddle-up. There's really nothing else 'for it'. Get what 'comfort meds' you can, and then shit-can them ALL after 3 or 4 weeks. Seriously. You'll be ahead of the curve.

Meanwhile, much love and respect to everyone who finds their way here. I know you wouldn't be here, unless you were in the shit-locker. I hope you find your rightful peace,

Every blessing & success,
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Postby runthemachine » Sat May 11, 2013 8:58 pm

Wow... my music is so awesome.

Hope someone... ANYone... enjoys it.

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Postby RonsAtHisRanch » Sat May 11, 2013 9:35 pm

Your music, your message - both awesome, my friend!

And you don't know - yeah, you'll always be an addict, but someday that opie craving might be gone. Ya just don't know.
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Re: Same song... need back-up singers.

Postby Justjules13 » Sun May 12, 2013 5:06 am

Thanks Run..
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Postby Gidaon » Tue Jun 04, 2013 5:11 am

Hi GII,
Great post and it was a good read and thanks for sharing that book with others. Will certainly read that book and will share my reviews later with you.
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Re: Same song... need back-up singers.

Postby runthemachine » Sat Feb 14, 2015 5:31 pm

Wow. Just.. wow.

Every once in a while, I come and glance at this. 'Glance' is all I can do.. so embarrassing, I think my face might catch on fire. LoL. What a spazz.

But hey, we're all fuckin' spastic trying to climb aff this shit, right?? :crazy: Right. :thumbup:

I've actually sometimes wished I could beg admin to delete this mess (that is my thread). But, if it's ever helped even just one somebody... well, then. There it is, I suppose.

This site, and ALL the people in/on it, was an amazing place to be when I needed the safety and freedom to just be myself. No need to hide here ~ from anything, or anybody.. least of all, from your(our)selves. Yeah, I spazzed out. And nobody called me on it. I so totally fuckin' needed a place like that. A place like this.

I don't post much anymore, but I perv almost everyday. My guess is, I will continue to pop in & see what's shakin' here for.. ever? Maybe? :shrug: I dunno. It's just a comfortable place for me. Like the fort in your backyard that you've 'outgrown', ya know? I mean, it's still there.. and while you spend most of your time elsewhere, it's always there for you.. and you feel totally safe & at peace there when you're in it.

Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day, peeps. If you're sick or unhappy today, I hope that every goodness is right around the corner for you. Rock through the bad, and roll around in the yummy good. :smart:

Loves.



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