Meems Klonopin taper thread

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Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby mimiluv » Tue Apr 25, 2017 11:10 am

well i'm back.. I started taking them again in June of 2013 I believe... .5mg then 1mg the last year.. I upped it when my dad died April of 2016.. it was a nightmare on so many levels.. i'll get into it later.. but anyway I am back and tapering from Klonopin.. I did it before, I can do it again I hope.. at least im not tapering off of sub at the same time again... I am been taking .75mg for the last 8 or 9 days.. Tomorrow I was going to cut out .125mg but I think I am going to wait a bit longer..

I dont' know if anyone is still here.. I hope some of my friends are still here.. even though I didn't come here.. I thought about this place and the people a lot..
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby cheeps » Tue Apr 25, 2017 12:30 pm

mimiluv wrote:well i'm back.. I can't even remember when I started taking them again lol... .5mg then 1mg the last year.. I upped it when my dad died April of 2016.. it was a nightmare on so many levels.. i'll get into it later.. but anyway I am back and tapering from Klonopin.. I did it before, I can do it again I hope.. at least im not tapering off of sub at the same time again... I am been taking .75mg for the last 8 or 9 days.. Tomorrow I was going to cut out .125mg but I think I am going to wait a bit longer..

I dont' know if anyone is still here.. I hope some of my friends are still here.. even though I didn't come here.. I thought about this place and the people a lot..



i think one reason I hang on to this place in my heart is all the people I've met.....and the FACT that I know I need this place to help me stay focused on the drug issues I have. I'm tapering oxy after a fucking year of surgeries I had to do.

I'm so so sorry to hear your dad passed. Losing parents is pretty indescribable. I hope it wasn't to awful. :kiss:
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby mimiluv » Tue Apr 25, 2017 3:22 pm

Thanks for the response my long time subsux friend Cheepers.. sorry you had to have so many sx, that sucks. well I guess we can suffer together one more time lol.. Missed you all.. :kiss:
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Postby 620tcat » Tue Apr 25, 2017 8:46 pm

Hi Cheeps ! Hey Mimi. :pash:
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Postby mimiluv » Tue Apr 25, 2017 9:10 pm

Tkitten :pash:
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Postby 620tcat » Tue Apr 25, 2017 9:12 pm

You know I still love you.
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Postby mimiluv » Tue Apr 25, 2017 9:14 pm

Yes.. and you know I still Lub you :D
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Postby cheeps » Wed Apr 26, 2017 12:57 am

mimiluv wrote:Yes.. and you know I still Lub you :D


pix...or it didnt happen! :lol: :twisted:
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Postby mimiluv » Wed Apr 26, 2017 10:51 am

Cheeps, :laughpound: :kiss: we gotta breath some life into this place dammi :D
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby mimiluv » Wed Apr 26, 2017 11:03 am

So i'm at day 10 of .75mg down from 1mg 25% cut.. i'm feeling ok, waking up earlier with some anxiety, wait until 9to take my dose..

Reasons I want to get off of this shit is, I have become agoraphobic somewhat. Like I can leave the house, I just dont want too.. I have no motivation or interest in anything.. I have barely left my room since the summer of 2015.. I have gone to IOP for my depression, they put me on all kinds of dif meds none seemed to do a damn thing so I stopped taking them all, never was on any that long anyway. So im just fighting the Klon... but no one seemed to say that maybe it was the K that was causing all my symptoms.. :ogeez: and I should have figured it out.. My head is foggy all the time, memory is shittier than it was before.. I have no hope, and really want to just die most of the time.. I see no point to any of it. BUT... I know this is not me, I know its the K now and want to rid myself of it asap. :deadhorse: I will NEVER go to the dr. again unless its an actual body problem.. my Vit D level was at 17.3 he doesn't believe in sups :wtf: so he doesn't know fucking shit.. :banghead: its been getting lower eevery year.. a year ago it was like 23.

aaaaanyway I think I am gonna wait and drop again on Sunday at 14 days see how I feel I guess.. I just want off :gaah:
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby mimiluv » Wed Apr 26, 2017 1:06 pm

ugh I feel so impatient to get this over with, yet i know that is not the way to go.. I keep thinking, maybe i'm one of the lucky ones who won't have it so bad or so long and maybe I am one of them and if so I want off NOW :gaah: yet I don't want to chance it and in turn make this horrific :banghead: this place is dead as fuck, so no one to really chat with like before, when someone was always here. The horrible good old days of suffering together. makes me sad everyone has left..but I get it. I left for a while. Hopefully they will think of this place like I did when I wasn't coming here and will stop in.. :)
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby cheeps » Wed Apr 26, 2017 1:37 pm

Look, there are more peeps here than you think...you just have to get to know them. During the time you were gone we had a shitload of fantastic peeps get off sub. Right now.... don pisto, nomojo, edotz, cheezeeandee, subblind, diet doc, and several others are here...just read around the more active threads.


You will get off the shit....remember xenofears....I miss him so much but he is so happy now. Check the benzo forum and pm some of those that posted the last two years....they do get back to me at times. You have started to reach out....


Now continue....as this is the way we roll. In this world there are those that help....we just have to ask when it comes to a medium like this.
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby mimiluv » Wed Apr 26, 2017 2:38 pm

thanks Cheeps
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby cheeps » Wed Apr 26, 2017 2:43 pm

mimiluv wrote:thanks Cheeps




You are welcome......how are your furbabies?

I'm off to the store, dump, errands etc. lugging this boot around is a fucking draaaag! :rofl: :gaah:
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby Subblind » Thu Apr 27, 2017 6:53 am

Pleased to meet you mimiluv...wishing you good luck and support...peace SB
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Postby mimiluv » Thu Apr 27, 2017 9:13 am

Hey Subblind, nice to meet you.. how did you make out at the store Cheeps? well i'm just living another day in paradise :lol fur babies are good.. got a new little Chihuahua in October his name is Monte :D under 5#
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby CheeZeeAnnDee » Thu Apr 27, 2017 5:43 pm

Hi there Mimi, nice to meet ya, how's it going? I tapered off a multi-multi-year usage of bupe just a few weeks back, and am keeping my head above water, nervously looking for signs of PAWS. Have you tapered off benzos before?
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby cheeps » Fri Apr 28, 2017 1:01 am

I've been stuffing myself on strawberries since....now it's unother night in the country.

Are you cold up there meems?
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby Poncho » Mon May 01, 2017 1:44 pm

Hey there Mimi !
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Re: Meems Klonopin taper thread

Postby Sub zero » Tue May 02, 2017 6:01 pm

Nice to see so many senior members all here at the same time. Poncho where the Hell ya been these past few months?
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