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Heroin, Pain Pills, Methadone are all opioids (aka opiates) and it just plain sucks or feels impossible to get off of any of them. Share about stopping, detox, or the desire to stop any of these.

Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby nootlsjr » Wed Jul 15, 2015 8:48 pm

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Thu Jul 16, 2015 2:41 am

Haya hun.... its a Zuki RM250. Now you got MEE on a BIKE.....fear THAT! LoL . . .

Did you know I LOVE SLIPKNOT? DID YOU READ THAT SOMEWHERE?~?~ COREY TAYLOR IS MY MAN OF THE MOMENT.

She's sticking needles in her skin
I turn with an ugly grin
Her canvas doesn't leave a lot, to fantasy
But her peace of mind, can't stay inside the lines
It's so, confusing, the methods that she's using
She knows she shouldn't leave a mark, that I can see
Will she ever find one million of a kind?
It's cold and lonely but that's because she told me
Lost inside her dirty world
No one hurts this pretty girl but her...
Oh, she's beautiful
A little better than a man deserves
You are not insane
Please tell me she won't change
Maybe I should let her go
But only when she loves me (she loves me)
How can I just let her go?
Not until she loves me (she loves me)
She's drowning in herself again
My god what a lovely sin
I guess there's nothing left to do, but have my way
She can feel it's right, so she doesn't close her eyes
She smiles and answers, it doesn't seem to matter
Lost inside my dirty head
Something tells me I'm the one who's kept
Oh, so volatile
A little better than a man defiled
Oh I need the pain
Please tell me she won't change
We were meant to be together
Now die and fucking love me
We were meant to hurt each other
Now die and fucking love me
Die and fucking love me
Die and fucking love me
Die and fucking love me

BTW, YES, ANNIE IS OKAY. Another good song, thank you~!!!
You should REALLY write music, my sweet. Corey Taylor and Aaron Lewis are NOT broke artists, nor would you be.

I'm listening to Aaron and Corey's 2011 New Year's Eve tour again. . . mostly cover shit, but still. Good stuff. Great artists.

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby nootlsjr » Thu Jul 16, 2015 8:12 am

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Thu Jul 16, 2015 2:11 pm

Haya Noots,

I would rather you be a "walking hard-on then a a pointless zombie," as well! I'm glad you are getting close to being on the hunt again; I'll bring Jill when I come thru to visit my bro in NY . . it will be awhile, but still. She's a green-eyed blonde and a non-junkie good friend. Finally I have one of those. It helps, tremendously.

I remember the "Shameless" series, and yes, that is in Chicago. . . i forgot that part! Yeah, it's not too far; I've driven there on occasion, to meet friends and party up and stay the night, of course. My younger days, but still. It was DAMN fun. We used to eat at this place in Rosemont called Nick's Fish House. They had an awesome band, and kick-ass seafood, and drinks . . . the days, man! (((( Road-trip, anyone? Got fuel, will travel! ))))

You should still keep a journal of all your writings. Hell even if you KNOW someone in a band, you have the talent to be the lyricist! I can't play, either. I worked on "Wish You Were Here" for hours last night, on the acoustic, and even the electric. The rest of the fam has talent. . . not me. But still, I try. All I can do is strum simple stuff that's usually based in D-chord (whatever that means....) but I guess its not much. Oh well.

I'm just trying different things to jump-start my brain.

You SOUND like you are on the way to being "healthy" again, and I'm happy for that. Seriously. Nothing wrong with building and disassembling stuff. My son in Florida does that, too. It keeps him sane, and he's very technically/mechanically inclined, unlike me. I can change a spark plug and change oil, that's it. I try tho!

Good to hear from you; missed you, ya know.

luvya and Mucho hugs back,
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby cheeps » Thu Jul 16, 2015 8:37 pm

You two should own a fireworks company. :lol: :blowme:
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Re: bk to pg1sr

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby cheeps » Sat Jul 18, 2015 7:38 pm

Get your dead ass to rehab.....you are caught in a cycle that only ends in death. Dammit noots....you have to have help......WTF are you thinking? Same shit ...every WEEK!!
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Re: bk to pg1sr

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Re: bk to pg1sr

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby runthemachine » Sun Jul 19, 2015 6:49 am

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby cheeps » Sun Jul 19, 2015 10:14 am

Jesus, at the wisdom, honesty, and depth of this post....it just makes me shake my head at the pureness of our suffering....because we all have to address this.....or live our lives hating ourselves.

Run.....thank you for this post. :clap: :clap: :clap: 8-)

Noots...it's time you listened to those of us that are older, sometimes wiser. You need help addressing the soul sucking side of your drug use. I don't know what you posted and edited....I don't care if you get mad, pissed, burnt out on what we say....I hope one day...the people here can make a difference in what happens to you.

I would rather see you go back on 1mg of sub and taper than go thru this heroin cycle and possibly die. :banghead:
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Sun Jul 19, 2015 4:19 pm

Run,

AWESOME POST. THANKS FOR THAT. I know Noots appreciates it, even tho he may not say so atm.

Cheeps,

You are SO right. I love this kid for some reason; there's so much to him. It hurts me and scares me when he does this.

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Tue Jul 21, 2015 8:31 am

OKAY, ENUF.

will you at LEAST reply to my txts, and maybe send me your address, so I can come feed your dog? Maybe we can breed our two...they look alike.

I'M NOT KIDDING.

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Re: bk to pg1sr

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Re: bk to pg1sr

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby runthemachine » Wed Jul 22, 2015 2:54 pm

Okay, all done with this.

I wish you no ill, noots. But giving you something of substance (yet again.. and again), only to have you ignore it, bail for a few days, and then pop back in with more of your cryptic bullshit, is not something I'll ever give any of my energy to again. I mean, hey.. it's your thread. Your prerogative. Without me in it.

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby rc51guy » Wed Jul 22, 2015 3:08 pm

A lot of people put a lot of time and care into their posts to you noots. You gotta get it together bro. Seriously. I havent been here too long, but I noticed the pattern with you within the first couple weeks.

Your on a downward spiral my friend. Wake up. Everyone here cares and is worried about you. Quit the bullshit. Bottom line.

Im sorry but you go off into oblivion every couple weeks. Shall we all ignore you, call you names, and be pissed off off at you like you do to others that have little slips?
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Wed Jul 22, 2015 4:43 pm

Little Orphan Annie is still here, my friend..still caring.

I posted to you on my thread. I need to come to Jersey and smack you and then hug you, and visa-versa. Take turns.

I don't think your posts are cryptic bullshit; I get ALOT from them. Then again, I'm a "radio-head." I can only WISH I could "wax poetic" as you can.

RC is right, tho.........
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Re: bk to pg1sr

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