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Heroin, Pain Pills, Methadone are all opioids (aka opiates) and it just plain sucks or feels impossible to get off of any of them. Share about stopping, detox, or the desire to stop any of these.

Re: back to pg1.

Postby Sindysun » Sun Jun 28, 2015 9:34 am

Hi Noots:)

Just wanted to stop by and say hi. You sound positive and good. That makes my heart happy:) lol
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Re: back to pg1.

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Re: back to pg1.

Postby amery2u » Sun Jun 28, 2015 7:08 pm

Noots,

Sending you big hugs, because i need some in return. Yeah. you know me. SEND some...please..

Congrats, my man. Congrats.

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Re: back to pg1.

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Re: back to pg1.

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Re: back to pg1.

Postby cheeps » Mon Jun 29, 2015 7:33 pm

nootlsjr wrote:syd and you all where right. I was using this site to help delay the inevitable by pretending I had control by torturing myself. until I lost control. with atleast 100 days of acute wd under my belt. the next phase is doable with a smile. it might only take one mistake to be doomed till death, but its one mistake I wont make. I can make many others don't worry. lol. peace.



Ok....NOOTS....what next? I fucking dare you to stay straight....but that's not enough to do it. It takes trust in someone....trust you won't relinquish for nuthin. The indecision you have is einstien's insanity. :kiss:
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Re: back to pg1.

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Re: back to pg1.

Postby Poncho » Tue Jun 30, 2015 8:35 am

Congrats Noots on getting some clean time....Big test coming for u this weekend with the 4th. Just treat it like any other weekend and you'll be fine. Big Brother will be watching.
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Re: back to pg1.

Postby runthemachine » Tue Jun 30, 2015 8:40 am

Lookin' good, noots. :ugeek:
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Re: back to pg1.

Postby rc51guy » Tue Jun 30, 2015 11:23 am

Proud of you buddy. Keep on going and dont look back. :cheers2:
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Re: back to pg1.

Postby nootlsjr » Tue Jun 30, 2015 3:53 pm

thank you all. there is no turning back. im still hurting at times, but I can trust my intentions for once. at least I can count days now, and not trying to push hours. fuck me. I never been so stuck in my life, and never been so grounded by a h wd/stack. im almost back on my feet. [completely able].

4th of july is for getting drunk. think I will be able to semi enjoy it. you have a better chance of me playing Russian roulette, then using an opy. thanks.

I have allot to earn, and I will enjoy every minute of it. lol. peace.
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Re: back to pg1.

Postby runthemachine » Wed Jul 01, 2015 6:28 am

nootlsjr wrote:thank you all. there is no turning back. im still hurting at times, but I can trust my intentions for once. at least I can count days now, and not trying to push hours. fuck me. I never been so stuck in my life, and never been so grounded by a h wd/stack. im almost back on my feet. [completely able].

4th of july is for getting drunk. think I will be able to semi enjoy it. you have a better chance of me playing Russian roulette, then using an opy. thanks.

I have allot to earn, and I will enjoy every minute of it. lol. peace.


This is, hands down, my absolute favorite post you've ever put here. Ever.

... the sanity is almost chilling. :shock:

Have a great 4th, noots. :thumbup: :cheers-smashed: :thumbup:
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Re: back to pg1.

Postby rc51guy » Wed Jul 01, 2015 8:11 am

runthemachine wrote:
nootlsjr wrote:thank you all. there is no turning back. im still hurting at times, but I can trust my intentions for once. at least I can count days now, and not trying to push hours. fuck me. I never been so stuck in my life, and never been so grounded by a h wd/stack. im almost back on my feet. [completely able].

4th of july is for getting drunk. think I will be able to semi enjoy it. you have a better chance of me playing Russian roulette, then using an opy. thanks.

I have allot to earn, and I will enjoy every minute of it. lol. peace.


This is, hands down, my absolute favorite post you've ever put here. Ever.

... the sanity is almost chilling. :shock:

Have a great 4th, noots. :thumbup: :cheers-smashed: :thumbup:


+1 - You sound good dude. Keep it the hell up! :shred:
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Re: back to pg1.

Postby nootlsjr » Wed Jul 01, 2015 7:19 pm

:cheers-smashed: :smart: :cheers-smashed: :D
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Thu Jul 09, 2015 8:02 pm

I'm sorry I let you (and ME) down.

I forgave you; why must I lament of your inability to forgive?

Great post; I agree. I was the FUCKUP this weekend. Not you.

Cheers N Congrats.
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Tue Jul 14, 2015 8:09 pm

NOOTS,

There's a shit-ton of drama going on here with old-timers, I read but don't post. It's not my place. IT SHOULD BE YOURS.

I MISS YOU.

I CARE ABOUT YOU. IMMENSELY. I QUIT FUCKING UP.

DID YOU?

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Re: bk to pg1sr

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Wed Jul 15, 2015 3:24 pm

Noots;

You've always had me from Hello. There is SO MUCH wisdom in your words; you should write music. Poetry/prose. I'm SO not kidding.. YOU always get on to me that I NEED an extracurricular activity, well maybe that should be yours! You don't even HAVE to play the guitar, but if you can, that helps. You are so artistic and you don't even realize it. Look how many PEOPLE you have helped here, with your words. You say things like you. Nothing sugar-coated.

I told you before, I'll come visit. My bro and his fam are in NY; I can stop on the way! Shake off the hell like you tell the rest of us to do, and embrace every moment as if it WERE your last. Unfortunately, a heart-attack is not in your cards; you mean too much to too many.

I'm trying to enjoy it, babe. I really am. Actually rode the dirt-bike the other day in between mowing and weed-eating. I can't believe my 12 y/o son can hold that damn thing up; he's only like 80# and comes up to my neck... maybe 4'9" or something. Wow. He got a new helmet; a Shoei, at a garage sale, with goggles and full face mask, for $30.00 ~! He was using his sisters $250.00 Bell because she won't ride anymore due to soccer, so now I got her helmet. It's purple and he hated it anyways! LoL.

I'm really good with the clutch and all, but DAMN that throttle is TOUCHY. Stupid thing slid out from under me twice. At least I'm trying. Never been a rider.....always the passenger. My son was afraid I'd dump us both if i rode "shotgun" with him, so . . . I had to go it alone. THE ADRENALINE WAS QUITE THE HIGH, I'll give you that!

Noots, I miss you. Get a grip, keep it. You know I'm always here for you. You know how to get in touch.

Stay around. Love you.
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