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Heroin, Pain Pills, Methadone are all opioids (aka opiates) and it just plain sucks or feels impossible to get off of any of them. Share about stopping, detox, or the desire to stop any of these.

Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby cheeps » Thu Jul 23, 2015 8:38 am

I will stay clean if it kills me.


No....you will get fucked up...and IT will kill you. :?

Noots....you HAVE to have help. Quit being scared, worried about money...etc. :!:
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby rc51guy » Thu Jul 23, 2015 10:33 am

nOOTS - Im not trying to be an ass...or jump on you. But as has been stated...."I will stay clean if it kills me"...is the same thing you say over and over. And then in a week or two your back on the shit.

You know where this will lead you. One day your just going to disappear, and we'll all sit here wondering what ever happened to you. If your OK with that...then there is NOTHING we here say that will make an impact on you.

I'll tell you what though... I am NOT ok with that. Get yourself the fucking help you need. You've proved time and time again...you cant do this by yourself. You dont have the resolve in you at the moment. Thats nothing to be ashamed about. Look at all the people who circle the drain for years and years and never make a single attempt at coming clean. You have made that first step time and time again.. which is tremendous...but then you loose your way, every single time.

You need more guidance and help then a forum can give you. Our words can only push and help you so much. We are not physically there with you to stop you...and you need someone who is. Im not kidding. I was an EMT for many years, and carried OD patients in my arms running to my rig many times because I knew we didnt have time to waste bringing in the stretcher. I dont want someone to have to fucking carry you.

Do you want help finding a local (or non local) place or person that is willing to help you? Maybe low low dose suboxone is the answer for you? Harm reduction isn't a bad thing man. And in your case may just save your life. Have you tried the NA thing?

What can we do to help you? I cant sit by idle watching this shit go on and on.
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby nootlsjr » Thu Jul 23, 2015 3:10 pm

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby rc51guy » Thu Jul 23, 2015 3:47 pm

Dude - Faith? Come on. Dont give me that shit. You wont "woo" me with your artsy words. How many "day 1's" has there been since you started this thread? Your persistent, i'll give you that. Either dig deep and quit going back to the shit, or ask for help. Thats it. Good luck.
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby cheeps » Thu Jul 23, 2015 7:46 pm

nooots...noots...dman.



the life of a heroin user is like this...you are living it now.

there is more. it is my hope that one day you will be able to look back....but you have to change something. day one is pretty easy compared to the rest...so rest while you can.
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Fri Jul 24, 2015 12:28 am

Just stay clean, this one last time.

For me, for you. . .for your dog.

I'll be offa here for awhile, my own reasons. Apparently I say too much, so . . . sorry.

Ttya, whenev. These peeps are right, tho. Straighten up and fly right, hun.
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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby nootlsjr » Fri Jul 24, 2015 1:09 am

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby nootlsjr » Fri Jul 24, 2015 8:25 am

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Fri Jul 24, 2015 3:27 pm

There is no shame in strength. Only time and repercussions. Like a smothered fire, all I need is some air and time. Will blaze as an early reward.

Again, you say it best yourself. PLEASE do just that..blaze baby blaze.

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby nootlsjr » Sat Jul 25, 2015 9:22 am

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby nootlsjr » Sat Jul 25, 2015 11:05 am

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Sat Jul 25, 2015 3:09 pm

Haya Noots,

The answer is yes, and no. There is frozen propane, in it's semi-natural state (blue crystals) in the Atlantic Ocean. Regular gasoline's freezing point is SO far beyond zero, that it's not practical.

Make a Hydrogen cooler / or heater, instead.

That's funny about my "Italian self..." and your black .. um .. yeah! Hehehehe....Too bad I'm so old and/or you're so young, LoL!

You still got a place in my love, Noots. Get back to me.

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby nootlsjr » Sat Jul 25, 2015 7:03 pm

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Re: bk to pg1sr

Postby amery2u » Sun Jul 26, 2015 7:35 pm

http://physics.info/gas-laws/

Here's your answer, baye. Keep up your list of achievies, and keep me up-to-date!~

I struggle DAILY, as of late, and you know. It's NOBODY'S selfishness, nor faults, just my "rush-to-the-finish" feelings, that I have a hard time with, when day becomes night.

We are ALL fucked indecisive, in this boat that doesn't always wanna stay afloat without some "operator intervention."

I'm here for ya. Stay for me.
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Re: deleate me

Postby nootlsjr » Mon Jul 27, 2015 3:43 pm

your a big girl now. you don't need a baby cramping your style. goodbye ss. hello ?????.

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Re: deleate me

Postby cheeps » Mon Jul 27, 2015 4:40 pm

Well....you know what....I'm NOT doing it. Go somewhere and if you don't come back here. We accept babies.
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