I Suck

Heroin, Pain Pills, Methadone are all opioids (aka opiates) and it just plain sucks or feels impossible to get off of any of them. Share about stopping, detox, or the desire to stop any of these.

Re: I Suck

Postby cheeps » Sat Jan 17, 2015 12:08 am

You just want to fuck tkitty.....I can tell. Missing your phone sexting.
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Re: I Suck

Postby Unhookedfromsub » Sat Mar 07, 2015 6:15 pm

Whoa I feel the love in this fucking room!
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Re: I Suck

Postby runthemachine » Sat Mar 07, 2015 6:57 pm

Unhookedfromsub wrote:Whoa I feel the love in this fucking room!


Like. No, Love.
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Re: I Suck

Postby amery2u » Wed May 06, 2015 8:27 am

DAMN, Run...
Awesome thread, awesome posts! Especially your INTRO..... wow.. Now i know YOUR story, and I am amazed. YOU, my man are the BADASS.... thank you ALWAYS for your insight, and support!
Almost 30 days, hun!~
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Re: I Suck

Postby runthemachine » Fri May 08, 2015 12:23 pm

Much thanks for the kind praise, amery. Actually, it's really hard to read back through those 'jump & detox' days. Not because it's 'haunting', or painful, or any such nonsense.. just because I was such a fuckin' spazz!! :oops: LoLoL. Good times, man.

SUPER impressed with a few of the newcomers here, who are TOTALLY kickin' ass as they blaze their trail through the shit and toward the light. And you are leading the charge for many, now. Your support for a growing number of folks, new & old, is truly what this place was always meant to be about. Fuckin' wicked-good on ya. And, you can pretty much count on one hand (2 hands, at the most) the number of people who've jumped from 8mgs, and really saw it all the way through. :MrT: Big, big praise, Girlfriend.

You, jungle, and a couple others are dealing with the "Wow.. I felt REALLY GOOD yesterday... why do I feel like total ASS today?!?" phase.. and that phase is not necessarily short-lived, my friend. Just know that's it's totally part & parcel for what you're doing, and it DOES (ever-so-slowly, it seems, sometimes) thin out, and.. eventually.. pass. Hell, even a couple months down the road, you'll likely get blind-sided with one of those 'ASS' days, now & then. A small price to pay for the AMAZING progress you're making, and the growing majority of gains and regained glory that are starting to more prominently fill your days, right?? Fuckin'-A right, indeed.
8-) :thumbup:

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Re: I Suck

Postby rc51guy » Fri May 08, 2015 1:35 pm

Good stuff Run. Great post!
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Re: I Suck

Postby amery2u » Sat May 09, 2015 5:53 pm

Damn, RUN!!!
YOU SO HIT SHIT SPOT-ON ALL THE TIME! i just read your post out loud....to ME. WHY do you care enough to save the souls .. the likes of me??!?!?? fucking DAMN good song, too!~ OKAY...u had me from HELLO...lololol ..MUSIC IS MY ONLY COMFORT MED ATM....and you, RC, REN, SO, wow. GOT A SONG FOR THAT TOO; CANT POST VIDS. tried without the 's' on the http like Cheeps said; nothing works..FUCK ME RUNNING....cramps still an issue but the "OTHER" symptoms have subsided. CHEAP TRICK / SURRENDER is playing downstairs, LoL....
Aughh.. i'm a giver too....Cheeps ....sorry....I KNOW you want me to focus on me; but it's hard...reaching out helps me HELP ME!~
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Re: I Suck

Postby amery2u » Sat May 09, 2015 5:57 pm

{[[ps:]]} Run, atm, I SUCK....JSYK..... no breakdowns. but close; already told hubby play "hide the wallet" bcz im not there yet. GOD I TRY... at least i love him enough to be HONEST.....DOESNT THAT COUNT FOR SOMETHING?!?! this female shit HEMMED ME UP, RC. as much as i've always told hubby i would HATE to have to tote that shit around, LoL.. THE JUNK... it'd be better THAN THIS~!!!!
i'm okay,, methinks...
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Re: I Suck

Postby amery2u » Sun May 24, 2015 6:04 am

Haya, Run....

Just re-read your posts, especially the INITIAL one....you sure don't sugar-coat shit, do ya?!? That's a good thing.
Luvya, man...

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Re: I Suck

Postby amery2u » Wed Jun 03, 2015 11:54 am

Where ya been, Run???

We MISS you...... seriously.

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Re: I Suck

Postby amery2u » Fri Jun 05, 2015 6:15 pm

ps: you DON'T suck..

(or .. um... well ... i'll check with Dano on that, LoL!)

yeah, I got jokes. hafta.

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Re: I Suck

Postby cheeps » Fri Jun 05, 2015 8:30 pm

Run sucks.... :twisted: :twisted:

I love Run...... 8-) :pash:
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Re: I Suck

Postby amery2u » Fri Jun 05, 2015 8:47 pm

I do too, Cheeps...

He posted some AWESOME vids for me on my thread; wish he'd stop by HIS and feel the love. I'm fighting a BLAZING headache atm...weather, of course. Shit happ's. I B Ok.

Missya, Run~!

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