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Re: I will succeed!

Postby cheeps » Wed Feb 07, 2018 11:27 am

Well hell yeah to the both of you! And pretty soon I hope he gets one of these little yellow naners too!

30 days equal a banana, small but MIGHTY! :banana:
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Re: I will succeed!

Postby Smots » Thu Feb 08, 2018 10:31 am

Believe it or not, I have been kind of excited about that dancing banana. Like a little kid waiting for Christmas. 1 month fuck yeah!

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Re: I will succeed!

Postby CatsMeow » Thu Feb 08, 2018 12:06 pm

As well you should be Smots! You've done the work (and are still doing it too) so it is exciting to see that 1 beautiful gorgeous well earned dancing banana. We're a funny group of peeps and I love it here.
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Re: I will succeed!

Postby SmottleB » Tue Feb 13, 2018 8:29 am

Happy Mardi Gras!! The madness is almost over. It's been crazy this year. It is the first year in a while I've been so sober for anything Mardi Gras. But it feels good though. My early morning anxiety is slowly fading to zero. It is almost gone completely. And other than that I can't complain of many other problems. I am still not 100% buy every day does get a little better. Keep it up folks!

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Re: I will succeed!

Postby CatsMeow » Tue Feb 13, 2018 10:36 am

I bet a sober Mardi Gras is different. Big congrats on that! Glad to hear the morning anxiety is fading. That's fantastic. So good to hear from you and that things are going really well. You sound great. You're a real inspiration Smots.

Thanks for letting us know that this can be done and that life can be great again. That's what we're all striving so hard for too.
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Re: I will succeed!

Postby nomojo3479 » Fri Feb 16, 2018 8:15 am

I want to know what so many people end up with blurry vision for periods during there taper.. I had a couple days early in my taper where I went from good vision to totally out of focus everything.. I wonder what the mechanism for that sweet little symptom is. Congrats on that banana, I want one more than I’ve wanted anything in a long time
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Re: I will succeed!

Postby cheeps » Fri Feb 16, 2018 9:47 am

The whole vision issue was explained to me by the optometrist as the actual eyeball changing shape. It doesn't take much for the change to make the blurring and gooeyness to come on. The other thing that happens is hair loss during postjump. Tapers and detox stress the whole body, you may get fingernail ridges and changes in skin too. All the organs take a beating....another reason to go slow. We just happen to notice more in vision.

I told anna it's just a case of smooched eyeballs...lovely thought eh? :? :ogeez:
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Re: I will succeed!

Postby CatsMeow » Fri Feb 16, 2018 9:50 am

Blurry vision has been one of my most recurring symptoms. It comes when I'm adjusted to a dose. It comes when I'm tapering. It comes when I feel I'm taking too much & it's time for a drop.

Thanks for the good info cheeps.

Keep up the good work Smots!
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Re: I will succeed!

Postby Smots » Sun Feb 18, 2018 12:18 am

Yea, all very true. My eyes have been good for a while now. But a couple days ago I was seeing double (when I look at stars) that is the time I really notice it. I thought it had gone away. Not yet. And the nails. So weird! But if you use those squished eyeballs, the ridges in the nails are like a time line. Mine was big toe. I could see the nail progressively grow out in stages(ridges). During my taper, almost corresponding with drops, or sickness, or bad diet. All of my ridges have not grown out completely. Fucking big toe nail takes hella long to grow all the way out. Funny but it’s real. No more ridges though. I can see my jump date I swear! Anyway.
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