haha eyedotz you are so very right. I have been listening to music almost every minute while I am awake on a large guitar amp and just laying down on the ground with a glass of water and making things in my mind and imagining all sorts of things and playing with my mind. Anything else and I bet I would start worrying about my symptoms. But I am glad I have these symptoms because if I didnt that would mean something was actually wrong with me. This is normal.
And its only going to change into another normal. I'll enjoy the one I have till the next comes along and then I'll take it the best I can. Stay strong friend your almost there. Dig deep as fuck and do this I promise you that if you dig deep enough youl find a way to do this without fail. Maybe you assume me overly optimistic? Nope, this is it for me and I'll imagine Im going to die tomorow so this day is all I have to live if that will get me through it without being totally miserable just because my body is sick.
Just look at eyedotz...she did it.