SUB-PLAGED

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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Tue Jun 17, 2014 11:31 pm

I have been away from the site , having escaped the noose of subs that had totally controlled my life, physically and mentally.....now looking back I dont even know that person who stumbled upon this site...that despite my best efforts to fuck it up in a uncontrollable sub rage..the members now friends showed me the path in what I would say was my darkest days in my life..and after 7 months I finally saw
a blink of light at the end of the tunnel. It was my worst nightmare that beat me every second of each day....3good days followed by 5 horrible...until you just accept the fact that you are going to feel worse than you could possibly endure..so you live with it , fight it every second...and at some point you see a blink of light at the end of that dark tunnel, then it fades and agony prevails....and some of us get there but most dont...scan threads see the ones who reach out then in weeks or months..they don't post and fall back into sub.mission.It can be done but you will sufer...but i promise the light is there keep pushing...fight..now I am at peace working for a nonprofit
in Costa Rica...its amazing looking back how hard this was but how much more of your life will you let subs take from you? A year maybe 5 or for some a lifetime....reflections from the past....LDP COSTA RICA Clean 1year 6months
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby CTCheryl » Wed Jun 18, 2014 8:59 am

Good for you!!! Thanks for stopping by and posting, I remember you well. You really made this happen and I am happy for you. Go make a difference!
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby mano » Wed Jun 18, 2014 6:18 pm

Wow , awesome!! BIG congrats! :cheers2: :cheers:
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Wed Jun 18, 2014 7:04 pm

Thanks CT...MANO...you guys kicked my ass...I reread my first few months ...I was a fucking idiot...but I have a excuse ...can I bame it on Sub poison...I have a doctors note ,....fuck it I am sorry but it worked...LDP COSTA Rica
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby mynameisDAN82 » Wed Jun 18, 2014 9:09 pm

Yea you were a mess :lol: So was I my friend :shh:

Glad you're still living the dream! Life is awesome on my end as well, couldn't ask for anything more :D
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby cremshaw » Wed Jun 18, 2014 11:42 pm

1Year, 4 months and 17 days with my calculation but great job! 18 months close enough ! :shred:
and ill be slammin them balls to the walls with the ink in the press and the yes yes... yall
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby CTCheryl » Thu Jun 19, 2014 7:04 am

LDP, I'd love to come visit CR someday, is it as beautiful as I hear? Is there a lot of poverty there like I've seen on other islands once you get away from the resorts? Lots of drugs? I know no place is idyllic but I have friends that went recently and have been raving about it since.
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby Justjules13 » Thu Jun 19, 2014 8:50 am

Let's go Cheryl....
My dad almost bought a place there he loved it so much. I've never been there but I heard it's paradise. I'm still trying to get him to go a house swap with me... Preferably in the winter :thumbup:
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Thu Oct 30, 2014 11:24 pm

JUST DROPED IN TO SEE WHAT CONDITION MY CONDITION WAS IN.....who wrote that song ? Kenny Rogers and First Addition..?...I see 2 years on the horizon...... February....I love my life...it just took a lot of help and beyond tolerance from all you crazy friends toget it back...

One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest......Best to all of you ...I would definitely not be here without you...
You see this site and the people who beat on you..support your stupid idiotic post....can take you all the way home....and I had to be one of the worst...can we vote on that?

10 degress north of the equator....just had a huge earth quake...by the way I am a 2 hours away from Redemption Island....went there... NO SUB SURVIVORS....I AM THE ONLY 1.....SAN JUAN DEL SUR NICARAGUA.....Hernys Iguana Bar...goggle or just stop in...the only lex in nicaragua and costa rica........still crazy but for all the right reasons.
Miss you all...BEST LEX
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby Justjules13 » Fri Oct 31, 2014 8:39 am

Hey Lex, I gave up on you and I'm renting a place in Oahu instead...
Keep your monkeys and giant bugs. I'll be sipping Fancy drinks with little paper umbrellas in Waikiki!
Glad your doing well!
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Sat Nov 01, 2014 10:08 am

Jewels your my Diamond Girl....I saw Dan The Man at 2 years ...he was the first to respond to my insanity and you and Emily were rite there...You Rock ...Lex I hit 2 years Feb.1 wow whata journey.....Lex
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Sat Feb 28, 2015 7:59 pm

Pura Vida. ..2 years 1 month. ..i have my life back..just reading my first posts..i dont know that person...looking back is a total trail of tears..
The members of this site helped me find my way home.....
Best Lost IN Costa Rica Lex
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby cheeps » Sat Feb 28, 2015 8:36 pm

LDP wrote:Pura Vida. ..2 years 1 month. ..i have my life back..just reading my first posts..i dont know that person...looking back is a total trail of tears..
The members of this site helped me find my way home.....
Best Lost IN Costa Rica Lex



Now that's what I like hearing!!! :cheers:
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Wed Nov 18, 2015 1:14 pm

Hello to all my support friends. ..
3 MONTHS TILL 3 YEARS ...I feel great....the journey was a nightmare. ...but I have a great life in Costa Rica working with indigenous Tribes...lots of people coming to Ibogaine centers with unbelievable results. ..

I had to visit 1 shaman to realize that this works for lots of people. ..utube is full of testimonials. ....

NO Cheeps I am not hawking Iboga but it's powerful information. ..

Just wanted to say hello ...because my new life would have never happened without you guys putting up with my insanity. ...I took a few punches. ..well deserved. ...

For new comers...these senior members and friends got me out of subhell ...but it worked

I am blessed to have found this site.....
THANK YOU...FREE..FREE AT LAST
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby cheeps » Thu Nov 19, 2015 7:38 am

Lex....good to hear from you! Iboga has merit but is still leary here in the states so you know we can't recommend until it becomes less dangerous in its application.

So glad to know you are doing well. Don't be a stranger! 8-)
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Fri Jun 17, 2016 1:22 pm

To all my saviors. ..you saved my life....hope everyone is still keeping people under control. ..

I recently did a full ibogaine treatment where it is legal in a small Hospital with a Nurologist in 3 days...that way you get EKG. ..heart monitor. ..

I am a new person. .no carvings. ..no PTSD. ..energy levels increase...
Total mental clarity. ..

I would like to share new medical technology but I would need permission from Cheeps. ..it legal in 10 countries with excellent results. ...
But you think the pharmaceutical companies want this....hell no they want you on subs for the rest of your lives
Ceck in ....back in Costa Rica. ..the Demons are gone. ..

Best to all Lex...worst case on subsux s for years..



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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby cheeps » Fri Jun 17, 2016 5:38 pm

Lex!!!

Good to know you a are healthy at long last! Send me some info via PM and I'll take a look at our.
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Mon Oct 16, 2017 2:56 pm

Hello team almost 4 years..
Clean and happy
Working in Addiction Hospital Guatamala City

You saved me...best lex
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Tue Oct 17, 2017 7:51 am

Cheeps Where
Are thou???
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby cheeps » Tue Oct 17, 2017 11:17 am

Thou art here lex Luther...although the Luther part seems wrong now! Wow....four years?? There ain't enough bananas for THAT!

Tell us more about your gig....
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