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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby mynameisDAN82 » Sat Jul 13, 2013 6:17 pm

LEX! I'm soo happy to hear from you and even happier your doing good! Keep yourself busy my friend! That's the key! Your a good dude lex!

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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby Justjules13 » Sun Jul 14, 2013 8:29 am

Wow Lex! Your vollenteer thing sounds awesome. I think central America is about the most beautiful place in the world. Costa Rica is paradise if you love animals and plants. I can't think of a better way to spend some free time than going there and helping out....you lucky bastard! Take ME! Lol
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Sun Jul 14, 2013 5:11 pm

I had 4 choices sit at home in the heat Africa, Haiti, and damn Jewels you found me already CR....you have subsux radar Lex
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Mon Sep 02, 2013 10:18 am

Hello to all .....working in Costa Rica...very stress free and healthy....I hit 8 months tomorrow....yes! By removing myself from subprison, rarely think about checkn my symptoms,i just ignore them and seeing people who have happy and simple healthy lives who cant spell suboxon and not a clue of what it is,is truly a blessing . I still think of all of you who helped me get threw subhell...I recall sitting in front of my laptop just waiting to hear from you guys in my early months, clueless of what was happening or going to happen and what a complete idiot I was...but despite my subraging all of you got me here which I cant express the gratitude of you basically saving me...Emily..Jewels..Dan the man..ratch..cheeps so many that pushed me threw the darkness and some we lost along the way..
I will be checking in from time to time.... love to all Lex......forget it Dan I don't play that shit..LDP
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby runthemachine » Mon Sep 02, 2013 11:13 am

Thanx for the love, motherfucker.... :shock:

Bwahahaha!!! Dude, I am SO glad to hear you doing so well!! And now you're pulling 'hard duty' in... Costa Rica?? Wow.. it's cool to be you, Broham. :thumbup:

Really proud if ya, Lexy. Good shit, Man. Don't forget, I was totally enthralled with your tales of Cessnas and Pipers, bringin' the goodness to the masses....

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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby Justjules13 » Mon Sep 02, 2013 4:17 pm

Sounds marvelous...I'm closing my eyes and imagining myself there. It's turning cold here already. I'm more the tropical climate person.
Glad your doing well lex..
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Mon Sep 02, 2013 7:40 pm

Glad you remember me guys....lots of airstrips here... guess I better stay the course....maybe 1 more run the machine...just for practice...this feels good thanks rescue team I was a tough case...LDP
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby aliciakay » Sat Sep 07, 2013 2:38 pm

MY DEAREST LEXY!!!!!
I am so happy u have found a way to keep busy i had to stop in and ck on my buddy! i miss our talks, thanks for being such a good friend, im doing good, i will ck back in with ya :kiss:
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Sun Dec 15, 2013 10:00 am

WHERE THE HELL IS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......I have a doctors note I am confined to the jungle in Central America....Jewels you seem to be the only one out there ...go girl......where is DAN THE MAN....do I need to come back and slap the shit out of you....EMILY people need you...by the way 10 months Big Dog..... people stop self examination ....!!!!its counter productive look towards the sun set not in the mirror....it does get better but you got to do your time....and its hardest thing you will ever deal with in your life....look at my early post new people....I don't even no who that person was...the biggest idiot on the planet...but the team stuck with me...PEACELEX
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby Justjules13 » Sun Dec 15, 2013 4:25 pm

Hey Lex!
Central America sounds good right now. A little cabana on the beach in Costa Rica...I told you I'd swap houses with you any time. The weathers not too bad here...high 40s tonight.
Ten months! Wow...I'm coming up on 8. I didn't start feeling right till around the sixth month.
I hope your enjoying your time in Central America.
I'm glad you checked in...what are you doing for fun down there?
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Sun Dec 15, 2013 7:59 pm

Today we fed children and young people who no that this is when others put there trash out for tomorrow pickup...to see children eating garbage from tossed out scraps is very sobering to say the least....they are starving.....not very hungry right now .....and to think of all of us who bitch and moan over subsymtoms ...especially me....you are a positive force Jewels and and so happy that you are getting happier and so am I....I just see the world any another way now....that's how I find happiness and you helped me get there ...THANKSLEX
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Fri Feb 07, 2014 6:20 pm

I BEAT THIS BITCH.....1 year done ...!!!!!.....don't even think about it ....of course my ears ring like a siren...just a reminder of how much I hated this shit....and you got to hate it to kill it.....Thanks to all my conspirators ....for all the help and hell....10 Degrees North of Equator ...LDP
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby mynameisDAN82 » Fri Feb 07, 2014 6:51 pm

LDP that's awesome! You are the man! You've come a long way my dude! I didn't think you were gonna make it at first but you pulled through.. 1 year, I can't believe its been that long.. fuck that means I'm almost a year and a half! Unreal..... your one of the good ones Lex, you should stop by more often..
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby Vitek » Fri Feb 07, 2014 6:55 pm

As a lot of butt-hurt sub users would say:

'Wait until you've done 2 years.'

Haha I'm just kidding -- on all parts. I'm just being a jerk.
Seriously man congrats, you give us people hope!
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby cheeps » Fri Feb 07, 2014 11:34 pm

To think you were bouncing off the walls mentally and dragging knuckles physically a year ago....while a year away....that is awesome....but just a drop in the fuckin bucket. Hear me Lex....stay hating and stay away from any temptation....

Come back at the end of 2014 and tell me about your resolve.

In the mean time.... :cheers2: :cheers2: :cheers2: :banana: :banana: :banana:
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Sat Feb 08, 2014 11:20 am

Thanks guys.Dan The MAN ,Jewels, Emily...and yes cheeps I was an absolute melt down to say the least.....and your advice and punishment was very needed....smartest damn chic on the planet.......1 YEAR YES!!!!.............................what a ride from hell to paradise....it sure got easier when I fled the USA...LDP
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby runthemachine » Sat Feb 08, 2014 11:31 am

LSD!!! Great to see you, and awesome to hear of you doing so well. Big (BIG!!) ups on your year, Dude.

Rock out with your... jock gout. & all. ;) (get that looked at).

Peace.
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Sun Jun 15, 2014 11:50 am

Happy Fathers Day and Happy Girls Day....I wanted to wish all my Subadvisors well...still in Costa Rica and clean and happy ...I guess I am 1year 6 months...wow looking back it seems so long ago...and like it was happening to someone else...could there Be 2 Lexs out there? The time line seems blurred and forming a mental picture of the person I was then reminds me of how far down the Sub plague takes you mentally and physically ...but the light is on at the end of the tunnel....can you see it ? Pura Vida Lex
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby Justjules13 » Sun Jun 15, 2014 5:09 pm

Way to go Lex!
Hey...I'm still willing to do a house swap, Amsterdam for Paradise? Let me know..lol
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Re: SUB-PLAGED

Postby LDP » Sun Jun 15, 2014 6:36 pm

Jewels your the best...I got lots of room...loveyoulex
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