Silent growls

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Re: Silent

Postby Dcleanist » Wed Nov 15, 2017 10:59 am

Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Wed Nov 15, 2017 12:12 pm

Nothing changes until something changes
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Re: Silent growls

Postby CatsMeow » Fri Nov 17, 2017 2:42 pm

cheeps wrote:Nothing changes until something changes


Profound Cheeps. :cheers:
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Sun Nov 19, 2017 3:45 pm

My problem isn't with opys it's weed. My mental competence is returning. The love of my life must change. I hate opys and love weed but can't enjoy 1 without the other. Been weed free for a few days and at the end of my wiener, will come and become soon. Thanks goodbye and peace.

All I need now is the love of my innocent dog and complete compliance to the concrete plans of everything good. Yay for diligence.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Wannabesubjumpa » Mon Nov 20, 2017 7:25 am

Dude just wanted to say your kicking ass man!! "Complete compliance to the concrete plans of everything good"!!This is the type of shit I need to hear right now so all I can say is thanks bro!!!
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Mon Nov 20, 2017 10:59 am

Thanks I appreciate the support

I don't understand why everyone gives me bad looks when I call my dog over. Sr. Sniffalotapuss he didn't pick his name. I did.

Feel more alive without the weed. I know I will be alright but I do need help keepn a smile. Thanks peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Mon Nov 20, 2017 2:23 pm

My parents hate my dogs because the poodle freaked out and bit my stepfather...But he had it coming and he scared the poodle to death. Hrs a tall loud man and he stood up, slapped his knees and spoke. The dog was sitting next to him and freaked out and snapped at his boots.

This dog was kicked around by a man with boots when he was a puppy. How can you hate an abused animal? Whatever.....he's a good dog. He doesn't sniff crotches and he loves me. Good dog.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Wannabesubjumpa » Thu Nov 23, 2017 11:30 am

Yeah Thanksgiving- hope the dogs feeling better today!! Have a great day man!!
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Re: Silent growls

Postby CatsMeow » Thu Nov 23, 2017 11:40 am

Hey DC I hope you're doing okay today. Also hope your puppy dog is okay. Maybe a quick trip to the vet to get him some help? You need him as much as he needs you. Take care of both of you today.

Sending good thoughts your way.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Fri Nov 24, 2017 10:42 am

Check Fido for ticks....its funny, my cat always has a circle of those little bastards around his neck. It's like he sticks his head in a tick nest and then comes to me a few days later bitching and murping. So I check him and sure enough he's got a neck full.

While I hate ticks....at least they don't really move and you can kill the little fucks easily. Fleas drive me nuts. Comfortis kills them both. Thank you YUP for turning me onto that little gem.


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Re: Silent growls

Postby Annalo57 » Fri Nov 24, 2017 2:13 pm

Hello DC. Ive been remiss by not visiting your thread sooner. You've been there for me so I'm here for you. lets keep the lines of communication open.

i hope your Thanksgiving was stress free. Give your pup some hugs, and an extra one from me. My daughter is here for the weekend with her 7 month old pup. He's a very sweet rescue. He came from a bad situation about which we do not know the details, but he is very cautious and not quick to trust strangers. But oh my does he love my girl. I miss my dogs, but I'm in no shape to have one right now, not in the city. You're lucky to have your dog and he's lucky to have you. Sr. Sniffalotapuss??? Is that really his name?? what do you actually call him??

The brain remains foggy and I can't focus too long on the screen and keyboard, but I will make a point of visiting more often. I think you're doing so well. Quitting weed should be a walk in the park compared to opies or subs. All will be well. You're a rock star to many of us.

Enjoy your day :)

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Re: Silent growls

Postby CatsMeow » Fri Nov 24, 2017 6:44 pm

DC come back to us. We need to know you & your pup are okay. Give us a big 'ole mental dump if necessary. (God knows I sure did that a few days back) :gaah: Anything but this silence dude. :silent: :nono:

We're here ready to help in any way that we can.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Wannabesubjumpa » Thu Nov 30, 2017 9:43 am

Dc- I really hope your good bro!! Your a hell of a good dude man and I wish u well with wherever this trip called life leads you!! Be well my friend!!
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Sat Dec 02, 2017 3:35 pm

I learned allot in the past week or so. Being clean. I whent in for help for me and others. You all know the curupt system of "help". First off mr dmbass took 2 ml sub the second day of fent/h wd, and a normal average person would be tired and beat down from the loss of 1 night sleep. Yet I have been through so much hell that anger builds. I use this for the positive, but when my kindness or jealousy is misjudged. Or tested in other ways i act impulsively.

I understand the saying let go and let "God"/chance. I don't have to sink to the level of a demon. Redemption has a way of sorting itself out. I'm clean and after a week or so can rest a bit. I know what I have to do and there is no stopping me from forever bettering myself and others.

Will catch up in time but not in a rush. Hope everyone the strength and patience they personally need. Peace yay for clarity. Thanks.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Sun Dec 03, 2017 6:54 am

Keep pushing Dman....just keep drinking water and reaching forward.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Sun Dec 03, 2017 9:06 am

Thank you

Day 8 off all opys. I slept on and off all night. Fn yay. Cycle diverted. Now its up to me to prove my worth of sanity. Have allot planned but wanted to give thanks for always being there. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Mon Dec 04, 2017 9:34 pm

A couple more hours and it's double digits for me. 10 days. I never have to be a single statistic ever again. If upto me. Yay I'm getting somewhere and hope to never return. 14 days (200 hours) is my next goal. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Tue Dec 05, 2017 3:01 am

You know you're tired when you can't do simple math. Fuck. 200 hours is 8 days stupid. Wow. I'm gaining on it. Will have more discretion while going through my ups and downs. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Tue Dec 05, 2017 6:53 am

You might also want to check your clothes before you go out too.












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Re: Silent growls

Postby Wannabesubjumpa » Tue Dec 05, 2017 8:41 am

Your damn right your getting somewhere bro!! Keep going man your doing awesome!!
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