Silent growls

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Re: Silent growls

Postby CatsMeow » Wed Dec 13, 2017 10:16 am

Sounds like a plan DD! So glad you're now on day 18. Is the acute behind you? I sure hope so. Will be watching for your "rules".
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Thu Dec 14, 2017 12:30 am

Day 19

DD law#2
You can't resolve your problems by adding proplems.

All I can say is bee gees "tragedy". My nervous system is shot. I still can't sleep. My body has never taken this long to recoup. Yes wd gets worse. I didn't give myself Charley hoarses and black and blues on my arms because I'm crazy. Atleast this jail cell has a kicking snoring dog to rub in that I can't sleep. Dog has a permanent smile when he wakes and passes out from exercise and excitement. I will live and eventually will enjoy sleeping. Rather than dread 11pm to 5 am. Fuck yay peace.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby CatsMeow » Thu Dec 14, 2017 1:00 pm

Yes DD you will live & you will sleep again. Hang in there man. Me thinks that dog is going to save you. I'm sorry you're still feeling so bad at this point. You should turn around for the better any day now (I hope).

Peace to you too man. Yes, peace...
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Thu Dec 14, 2017 3:39 pm

You fucker :lol: ...that's what happens when you get over 35. Welcome to your new body....too bad it's getting old. :blowme: :banghead: :mrgreen:
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Thu Dec 14, 2017 3:55 pm

My bad. The black and blues where past time. I adapted to wd symptoms except emotional part and rls insomnia racing heart. I slept a good 5 hours last night. My nervous system is reset and ready to portray. I gained allot of figure and weight. It's time to start my diet for summer. Yay peace. Thanks
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Fri Dec 15, 2017 10:01 am

Day 20

DD law#3
Judge with love. You can't tell a book by its cover. Judging is thinking and thinking is okay.

I slept so many hours last night I lost count. Will take it. Yay. Staying humble and proud. On day closer to emotional happyness. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Eyedotz » Fri Dec 15, 2017 12:49 pm

Nice job DC... I just wanted to say hey and I think you're doing great man.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby CatsMeow » Fri Dec 15, 2017 1:57 pm

Glad you got some sleep last night DC. That must help. Awesome job getting to Day 20! Hang in there, emotional happiness is coming...
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Mare » Fri Dec 15, 2017 3:16 pm

Happy for you!! You're doing great. And SLEEP! So great that you're getting some sleep now! Keep bringing the DD Laws. Always a fun read
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Fri Dec 15, 2017 5:43 pm

Thanks everyone for the support

It's not easy and knowing your not in your "stable state of mind" doesn't help but it's better than it was and my time only goes forwards. I will do my best and make the best of it.

So I have to tell women I'm 28 or 30. It could be worse. Thanks peace.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Sat Dec 16, 2017 1:56 am

Day 21

DD law #4
Some will never be satisfied, but they can be happy.

I feel like I just woke up from a long catatonic nightmare. I will get there no doubt. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Sat Dec 16, 2017 1:35 pm

I'm just glad you woke up!
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Sun Dec 17, 2017 12:39 am

Day 22

DD law#5
Life is priceless. A penniless bum takes a bullet for a millionaire. Would it ever work the other way around.

Doing good then thought it would be a good idea to get some junk food and test my witts. I failed and will suffer the consequences. Also/insomnia. Won't be the first hard night but it could be the last. Atleast I gave the dog his share. I'm not greedy. Lol. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Sun Dec 17, 2017 11:04 pm

Day 23

DD law #6
No intentions are true intentions.

Doing an early bird special. You all know I'm good for the hour. Hard day but easier than hell bound. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Mon Dec 18, 2017 3:52 pm

If it costs a dollar for candy now and 50 years ago there was penny candy. Does that mean candy will be 10 dollars in another 50. F I have my work cut out for me. Just have to do the time. Lol

Bit anxious waiting for the holidays to pass but I will get there. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Mon Dec 18, 2017 8:32 pm

F the candy how much is a future bag of weed gonna cost, for my future glaucoma. Dam guess penny's will always be fun to throw at people and blaim it on the other guy. Lol peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Tue Dec 19, 2017 5:46 am

Day 24

DD law#7
Sometimes you just need a break/release/or day off for say.

Another day another penny saved and I will have a quarter. Yay peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Tue Dec 19, 2017 7:17 pm

Weed will be cheaper and candy will be outlawed. Congratulations on 24! 8-) :popcorn:
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Wed Dec 20, 2017 12:08 am

Lol good one cheeps.

Day 25

DD law#8
The truth is only the truth when proven the truth.

Sleeping okay every other night it seems. I came a far way. This time and every time. Time to give myself a break and enjoy what I earn. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Wed Dec 20, 2017 10:44 am

Stay away from the dealer....make it a mission to reach the new year!
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