Hey Guys, sorry have not had my PC for a whilst now as it's in bits in another room. Been decorating here lol. Sitting in an uncluttered lovely clean fresh room now. Once i started to sort things out i needed a fresh place to lay my head too without all the memories if that makes any sense.
Not doing too bad, in fact 80 days now since i went into detox and have not used any opiates since that day
although feels even longer than that.
Got some personal stuff going on which i know for a fact i would have used as an excuse to get doped up but i have not done that, don't want to sound cocky but i feel like i can handle whatever life throws at me at the minute but i'm also aware other people have thought they were "over it" only to fail and i'm mindful of that.
Sleep is getting better too, most nights now i get 6 hours although do have the odd night where i can't get off to sleep.
Working a lot at the minute although at the weekends when i'm not at work i'm going out and catching up with old friends, even going hang gliding this weekend weather permitting as it is Britain lol.
Sure there is other things i wanted to say but i'm shattered and can't think at the minute, i still get a buzz from being clean if that chimes with any of you?
Typing this on a borrowed laptop by the way until i get a new desk and put the PC back together, i plan on getting rid of the watercooled dual gfx cards and cpu and getting an air cooler for the CPU and just one of the latest gfx cards as watercooling is a pain in the ass when it goes wrong lol.
Oh and how the hell did i forget to mention this until now! I'm actually in a relationship lol, been a long long time and i think i was more lonely than i admitted before once i stopped using but i really only had time for lady H before.
Can't believe i left it so long to sort myself out, so much wasted time and money but i'm never ever going back.
PS Ill leave it here for now, hope your all doing well! Lee.