Beginning to end a long strange trip...

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Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Mon Apr 11, 2016 8:26 am

This is going to be a very long,drawn out post and I will do my best to keep it as succinct and accurate as possible.
First and foremost I'm thrilled to have found a place that may actually be able to help me get through what I'm about to embark on.the events that will unfold in my post will be hard to believe,or maybe not depending on how many of you have had your lives totally fucked over by your pain management Dr...I will leave it at that for now,and add more later,as the day has to begin and I have to go try to make a living.i just wanted to introduce myself and see if I recieve a warmer welcome than I did from the folks at" that other site"...that was a joke!.!.!,they would've helped me to stay poisoned.
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby cheeps » Mon Apr 11, 2016 10:39 am

Hey there sublind.....if you read around I think you'll find some truths here....

Have a good day in the 3D, welcome to the horror site. :nono: :P :lol: :cheers2:
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Tue Apr 12, 2016 12:16 am

I just scraped my bone marrow with a 2 hour post and it disappeared...SHIT
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby subspouse » Tue Apr 12, 2016 7:32 am

call it practice......we are listening
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Tue Apr 12, 2016 8:29 am

Wtf am I doing wrong I just lost another 2 fucking hour post FUUUUUUCK
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Tue Apr 12, 2016 8:29 am

Am I timing out???
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Tue Apr 12, 2016 8:41 am

I'm logging in typing in a friggin novel and pushing the submit button.
The the log in screen comes up saying you must be logged in to post you reply.once
I re log in its gone.its so hard for me to do it fast,picture pig pen playing the piano
And that's what I look like typing on my iPad...
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Tue Apr 12, 2016 8:53 am

Cheeps my posts getting lost any suggestions?lm dying here. Typings like giving birth to a hippo
I'm such a fucking amateur at this
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Tue Apr 12, 2016 9:09 am

Really short version.
Pain dr throws me on 20 mgs suboxone after false positive UA gained 30 pounds teeth are failing and new insurance is no longer in network with Dr Fuckhole. I can elaborate after if this post makes it to wherever the fuck posts go....
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby FarmerBrown » Tue Apr 12, 2016 9:14 am

I'm online with ya Subblind. Care to expound anymore? I've lost some posts too... I dont know why. How many mgs are you on?
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby cheeps » Tue Apr 12, 2016 11:16 am

After about an hour you time out. Next time you clock in check the box that sez, keep me logged in until I manually log out, that should do it.

It also helps to use whatever notepad or word program...even an email to yourself to write longer posts. Use the full editor or post reply button for more features. The quick reply button shows up right under the last post....the post reply button is off to the left.

Then you can do this when something goes awry. :MrT: :MrT: :banghead: :banghead: :banghead: :gaah: :gaah: :deadhorse: ...you may also use the word motherfucker!
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Tue Apr 12, 2016 4:47 pm

Farmer, thankyou for your reply...I'm currently on 20mgs for multiple pain issues.sorry I missed you this AM, got frustrated and had to get to work.
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Tue Apr 12, 2016 4:54 pm

Hey cheeps,yeah NOW I see the Manuel button,I'm gonna give it another shot later.i had such a good post going and
Poof...and thanks for the green light on the mother of all "F" bombs.im sorry but I am a cursing mother fucker...
Appreciate you showing me the ropes,still amazes me that perfect strangers are willing to listen to my shit,what a concept.
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby cheeps » Tue Apr 12, 2016 6:50 pm

We are definitely here to listen and help....you are on a monster dose....what are your thoughts on a taper?
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Wed Apr 13, 2016 1:37 am

Got another 2 hour post to submit and just got a "sql error" any suggestions? Before I throw this fucking iPad at my fireplace
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby FarmerBrown » Wed Apr 13, 2016 1:45 am

Damn Sub- hang in there man.
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Wed Apr 13, 2016 1:53 am

Farmer I have SO much to say but I just will not work.im gonna have to throw it out 2sentences at a time...literally spent 6 hours typing on 3 try's and got fucked...if I were 14 this may not be such a problem
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Wed Apr 13, 2016 1:55 am

Just tried to send something with an emoji at the end and got the error message,that must be the problem
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby FarmerBrown » Wed Apr 13, 2016 2:04 am

Hmm that's weird. I'm in between day 9 and 10 and I'm up and taking my 6th bath of the day. Only thing I can do to keep comfortable sometimes. Are you on the film or the pills?
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Re: Beginning to end a long strange trip...

Postby Subblind » Wed Apr 13, 2016 5:53 am

Mr Brown I'm on Buprenorphine.they are big white tablets that look like Bayern aspirin. M 924 on one side.
So how bad is it? And what mgs did you jump from?are you using anything for comfort?supplements? I think I read that your bonging, finding any relief with that?also are you working???thats going to be my problem when I actually have to stop taking the poison.I HAVE TO WORK,this is the beginning of my busy season and I make 75% of my yearly income between April and August.
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