Women can hurt Men just as bad. My Ex did. Does not negate anything, anyone, has done to you while uttering that word. Out of respect to YOU, I won't use it again...out of respect to women. Know there are Men, or Humans in general that would never hurt you like that, just the oppisite. Thanks for being here for me, when you don't know me, and certainly don't owe me shit. You have helped me more than you will ever know.
It is a powerful word. Short. Dark. Extremely harsh and negative. It was not directed at a specific gender, or you, but at a "thing". A shit, useless, dark, baseless, and sinister "thing". The reason we are all here.
Sorry again, for using a word that brings you back so many painful, hurtful memories....that, I can never imagine.
Sorry, for trying to justify using such a word too. But, in the moment, I could not think of a more powerful word (maybe because of my lack of command over the English language). To describe the hold, this particular substance, still very much, has over..on me. Can't take it back.
For better, or worse, it helped me get through a moment. Sorry.
I would refer to my ex, as a cum drunk gutter slut, who has swallowed so many sperm, she has gone fucking cum crazy....but that is a little long, and certainly not the point.
The point is, that word hurts you for so many reasons. Although, I don't know you, I would not do that to you. You are one of the only ones here, actively cheering me on, and don't even know me. That is more than fucking EPIC. Helps me more, when I need it most, and I am eternally grateful, YOU, are here.
I APOLOGIZE for using a word that hurts you, and I am sure, others. Know, it wasn't directed at you, from me. It was at a "thing". Accept my apology, please.