Bupeduped wrote:And yes, I too was a victim of R&B's bullshit. Most of us heard the same shit. "You can stop w/o much trouble at 2 mg's" No one told me it was ORT. Like all of you, I will have to pay my dues when the time comes.
hatethisstuff wrote:I'm probably one of the newest members here by the way my names gary. I was on Oxys for a while then went to methadone for 2 years then subs for 3.5 years I've been off of it for 26 days I know it's not a lot but you really don't know what your missing until its gone. I think clearer , I laugh my ass off at the goofiest shit , and I just see things in a different light. My doctor had his license suspended and left me hanging one month then I decided I was gonna try and stop myself. I don't know of all the side effects but who wants to be a slave to this shit not me. As a matter of fact I still have half a script that I just laugh at because it fucked shit up for me for years. I'm never turning back I'm gonna be like some of the people on this site that gave me hope and inspiration I'm not being nieve I know 26 days isn't shit but I can't go through that 2 weeks of fucking misery again. I do know that subs take yor sex drive away because I've been wearing my girlfriend out lately, she's not complaining by the way. But seriously if u can't see the side effects stop taking that poison and you can look back and see them. Good luck
Bupeduped wrote:Thanks everyone. Go ahead and give me your best shot, I can take it. Didn't we all try to quit our DOC hundreds of times during our using years, only to find we didn't like the way we felt after the w/d's had gone away? At least that was the story for me. Went into an AA meeting two years before getting on Sub and found some other alcoholic/addicts like myself. One woman told me "good luck getting off of opiates, it took me a year to feel normal again". I left and gave up. I didn't go onto Sub to avoid the w/d's. I sought it out so I wouldn't die. At the time, quitting was not an option. At least not in my mind.
Hindsight is 20/20. Knowing then what I know now, rehab for 90 days would have been a wiser choice. And yes, I too was a victim of R&B's bullshit. Most of us heard the same shit. "You can stop w/o much trouble at 2 mg's" No one told me it was ORT. Like all of you, I will have to pay my dues when the time comes.
I'll not post much until I've read more of the archives here. Thanks again.
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