Silent growls

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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Fri Dec 29, 2017 9:06 am

I'm a kiss for kiss blood for blood type guy. So if I kissed anyone in the wrong spot or rubbed anyone the wrong way that's my bad. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Fri Jan 05, 2018 11:44 am

Day 41

Guess it's gonna be a mix of choosing a life style and a life style choosing me. Either way I win right. Yay lol. F opys. There's not even room for pitty thoughts anymore. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Fri Jan 05, 2018 9:52 pm

Dcleanist wrote:Day 41

Guess it's gonna be a mix of choosing a life style and a life style choosing me. Either way I win right. Yay lol. F opys. There's not even room for pitty thoughts anymore. Peace


day 41 sounds good to me. Blood comes out with plenty of cold water...got any? :angel: :lol:
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Fri Jan 12, 2018 11:07 am

Day 48

I see dead people. More like sub zombies and strung out vampires. Lol

Doing good. Nervous system is starting to get the hint and will stabilize soon enough. It's been a good week bad week with the exception of an odd ball day. Will take it. Thanks peace.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Fri Jan 12, 2018 11:51 am

Now you are truly noticing the other side....the one you are NOT on. Keep it up.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Fri Jan 12, 2018 1:44 pm

Lol thanks cheeps

Somehow I'm never on a side yet always in the middle. I learned to accept it. Accept that not everything is acceptable accessible.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Sat Jan 13, 2018 4:56 am

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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Sun Jan 14, 2018 1:50 pm

Day 50

I'm constantly reminded that I only have 9 lives and seven are expired. One mistake away from the last mistake. No more re-uptake. "Happy wife happy life" right. Peace.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Wed Jan 17, 2018 3:12 pm

Day 53

I notice that I depict sexuality with my machines through behavior creating personality. Don't know if this is a guy thing or I'm nuts. Either way my bitch car keaps whining and might need the belt. No that's not a metaphor for my inner bitch self but should be.

Everything is going super good. The hulk is soon to be put to rest. He pulled his weight and more. He earned his money back over so many times he's the hulk. Just don't piss him off and nothing breaks. Guess nothing lasts forever. Next. Peace.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Wed Jan 17, 2018 4:30 pm

For real though. Everything is going good and I'm just waiting for something to break. Murphy's law has me thinking of every possible nut washer but keap coming up dry. Guess its a go. Cheers to healthy nut washers. Peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Wed Jan 17, 2018 4:37 pm

Dont jinx your hard fought progress with useless superstition. keep yourself clean....don't let a piece of life change D.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Mare » Thu Jan 18, 2018 7:33 pm

D, you're still kicking ass. I'm proud of you, you've made it really far. Don't trip yourself up with that kind of thinking. Be prepared, but don't get to anxious about it!
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Thu Jan 18, 2018 10:18 pm

I don't think you understand. Opys is not a question. I won't resort to it again but what scares me is what will I resort to. That's right kids keap your mommies indoors at all times. Lol. You too gilfs. My eyes are open and hands empty. Rather than give the finger I'm able to dress it.

Hope everyone gets what they earn as I am. Thanks peace
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Re: Silent growls

Postby cheeps » Fri Jan 19, 2018 10:39 am

Raging testosterone again? Lots of lube dude.
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Re: Silent growls

Postby Dcleanist » Fri Jan 19, 2018 11:07 am

Thanks cheeps will take care of my mental obsessions with physical actions. I thought ss was the lube to save me much pain. I can control my rds. Just get upset over missed opportunities. I wish I could act on instinct over lust. Maybe in time. On step at a time. Everything is going to plan. I just have to let it. Sometimes I get tired of filtering my ludicrousy and it spills here. And yes cheeps I have the mental capacity of a rabbit. Thanks. Peace

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