Sounds like you are getting good advice here, Ready.
I have noticed that Freddy is sneaky and can try and convince us that other people need the version of us that is on subs. For me, he tries to trick me by telling me not to decrease my dose until whatever problem I am facing is over, but another one always seems to pop up right away.
I am sorry about your brother. Once you are stable, you can help him so much better, but right now I hope you can focus on you. I am really rooting for you. You are such a tough mama.
All you have is your fire
And the place you need to reach
Don't you ever tame your demons
But always keep them on a leash
Telling subs to fuck off since March 20, 2017