Thats the secound time in my life anyone has ever said i was seasoned,,,well,,almost,,a guy told me when i was 23 just startin my time that i'd be a seasoned man when i got out!,,lol,,ok,,were seasoned!,,but what the fuck!,,do we live in alaska or something!!
,,a little too seasoned,,its time to roll over and get the other side done!
seriously though ,,i like that,,means we CAN change with the seasons!,,,were ,,just a little slow!,,,but it seems aot of folks here are in the frame of mind for change,,and thats a beggining,,for me though sub is gonna probably be a part of me till the bitter winter season when i die,,,but unlike most of you i cant really tell the affects of sub on me cause im already fucked up in the same way after the month in coma,,It was a few months after thaT ,,that i began sub,,(04),,and already felt what what everyone describes when they talk about sub changin on you,,im down to and stayin aT 2mgs,,and workin on gettin off neurotin,,(also a med that i wasnt told was addictive),,then,,its time for klonopin,,which after close to a couple yrs at 4mgs a day is gonna be a bitch!,,then who knows?,,in the future i may change my mind which i do more than females do,,i might try and get off!,,just not thinkin that far ahead yet,,one thing at a time.
And as far as your editing,,you wrote really well,,,and you can do what i used to do when i started my story yrs ago,,just a little each day,,,sometimes it helps just gettin stuff said ,, and whatever you say is just a way to sorta have a release and it can be fun just talkin straight from the heart and getting things said honestly and openly.
I dont write much on my story after frieda passed,,that was like an ending to the story for both of us.,,,but as wierd as it may sound i still act like im talkin directly to her in the,,those who knew frieda thread.,,,Ive came a long way since oct. 4th 09.,,wasnt sure i was gonna make it,,and wouldnt have except for havin kids left me no choice,,so its like they say,,,ONLY TIME will help.
Anyway,,now that i know how valuable i am,(seasoned),,,maybe i better start takin better care of myself!!,,lol,,,valuable enough to maybe start thinkin gigilo?