Hi Everyone, I believe coming off of 32 mg of subs in a year, you're ready for anything.
Wishing the best to anyone who is fighting the battle/\.I know it sucks, but if you can do it you can do anything.
Update on my cancer, No new cancer cells from last PET scan. Maybe I already told you. My energy level is low for a couple of weeks, then have one good week, then it starts all over. Every 3 weeks
I've decided to sell my house and move into a Tiny house at my daughters house. I just can't keep up with the house anymore. It's a separate house with new everything. Electric insulation etc. My girls want me there now and I am so blessed to have them in my life and they want me to come. We've been going back and for forth for almost a year because I am very stubborn and didn't want to become a burden on them. They live almost a hour away and it is hard to get here with 5 grandkids. I have to rid myself of 90% of my things, which has bummed me out. family is more important than things I've learned. It's a process and I've had a lot of emotional breakdowns. I would say it will take a year or less. I don't have much energy between my bad back and the chemo.
I've been having fun picking out carpets, hard wood flooring etc. In fact I need to slow down because my living room is getting full. I'm going with the bohamine theme with flower patch colors. Bright and new. Back to my ole hippy days at 60 plus years. WTF. Why not. When I leave this world they will have a nice guest house.
So there is life after subs. It may not be what you thought or wanted but everything works out in GOD"s hands anyway. I know many of you don't believe, but I do. What ever gets you through the days is fine with me.
My brother is coming down tomorrow with a new bathroom, plus many other things, The blessings keep coming. There was a time I didn't believe and thought I'd never get out of PAWS.
I am full of happiness and hope. Been too long since I've felt that way. That I was worth anything. Subs are an evil poison, so ignore the lies and keep the faith.
Thanks to everyone.