im gonna be straight with you. nobody is gonna give a shit about you until you do.
the question of life and death cant be used as a never ending exuse to use. you have a kid and can only think of yourself. bullshit. you might have wanted/felt like death, but sub is only a delay to the same ending, but worse, and longer.
I learned you have to face your excuses or they will forever haunt you. if you want to die, then die. I wont stop you, but if you want to live and learn strength and maturity. you came to the right place, well maybe the strength part.
you have many years of sub use left at a lower dose, if done right you might even beat a record before all hell breaks loose, but im just glad its not me anymore.
you traded a slap for a kick to the nuts, and you like it. your theory is, im good for now, but and then, aaaannnnd then. nnnoooooo aaand then. you silly demented good intentioned person. I feel for you, but not literaly. im clean and done with kicking my nuts in.for you its thank you sir may I have another.lol. for me its more like boop bop beep there sir. thank you and try again.
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